Will you stay inspite of that,will you let me be.
Is my love forbidden,can I get your's too,
isn't that how it should be,can I talk you into.
Do you think of me,will you let me into your mind,
do you feel the same,before confessing I did think twice.
But thinking won't change my mind,do you think I have control,
if I had a choice I'd bury my feelings in a hundred feet hole.
What can I do to let you know that I feel for you deep,
it hurts,hurts so bad that I can't sleep.
How can you be so oblivious to my situation,because of you I'm dying,
how can it escape you,don't you sense me suffering.
You're in my mind,you're in my heart,
you're always there,always,you never depart.
You don't leave me,and you don't let me be,
you have me at your disposal,but you can't see.
Wake up,wake up,come on,wake up to my love,
see,open,look,I'm here,see how I'm love struck.
I can't leave,you don't let me,
I can't cry out aloud,I'm scared you'll hear me.
If you hear my heart,I know you'll go,
that's how you function,we both know.
But I have to stop,I can't go on,
stop thinking of you,before my sanity's gone.
Get out I say,get out,if you can't see my feelings,
but on your way out,you can take my soul,my entire being.
Take it,all your's,to throw or to keep,
take my soul,my ego,my all,but never leave.
You never have to know,how I feel for you,
I'll never show,just so that I can be with you.
You'll never know,like always,
all will be,like it's been always.
You oblivious,me hurting,
you without a care,me smiling but inside my blood's spurting.
You don't have to know,you'll never know,
I'll love you always,deep and intense,but will never show.
So,this is going to be our story (sigh),so much pathos,
wonder how it'll end,maybe you'll wake up to your loss.
Maybe,somehow,magically,you'll come to know,
or maybe never,I'll stay but will never show.
Will never show,will never leave,
you can have me,take all you can keep.
I'm broken,I'm helpless,Will you stay then,will you let me be?
I'm hopelessly chained,bind,Will you be mine and set me free?
Will you? Will you?
-Seema Tabassum(me)
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* I saw the movie "Something Borrowed" the other day.The movie is about forbidden love (not sure if this term is apt for the story though),complexities in relationships,I liked the yearning of the lead characters for their love,I felt for them pretty strongly and the above poem followed,again not sure if this is a poem,or just lines that rhyme.Have you been in love with somebody you were not supposed to? Have you loved somebody but couldn't let them know for fear of losing them and was it too late when you finally gathered the courage to confess? Have you ever been guilty of loving someone you could never have?
Forbidden love,painful or sweet?
