Thursday, December 4, 2014

I Will Follow ( a poem )

To the end of the Earth you might go,
even then I will follow,
you might not always know,
but I'm always going to follow.
          Even though my feelings for you with each day grow,
          I'm never going to show,
          I want to keep all to myself,
          I don't want you to delve.
You think I'm emotionless,empty,hollow,
but I will never say that in your love,in the pain I wallow,
and when there's sweetness in the pain,
why from loving you should I refrain.
          I will hope to be with you,
          secretly wishing you all along knew,
          but,I will never confess,
          that in your love I'm a mess.
This sweetness of the pain is what I want to savour more,
I want to feel it all the way to the core,
I want to feel,absorb,retain and fill,
this heart with ache and never let it spill.
           This pain,this longing is bliss,
           I'm in no hurry to kiss,
           sweet is your smell,
           so please let me just dwell.
Let me dwell in your fragrance,
I promise,you won't even be aware of my presence,
I will keep very still,
anyways your eyes do kill.
          Think of me as dead,
          don't acknowledge my existence,enough said,
          in the end I have to say,that you will always have me on standby,
          yes,for you I will be,...even if life passes me by.
                                                     - Seema Tabassum(me)


                            ©tab1525.blogspot.com 2014

This is another poem on the same lines as the last one titled "Will You?" http://tab1525.blogspot.in/2014/11/will-you-poem.html on my blog,
about loving someone extremely but being unable to muster up the courage to let them know,scared of losing someone precious by confessing your love to them,about keeping all your feelings to yourself.Hopeless,pathetic but sweet love.

*The picture was taken while climbing Koyodai plateau in Fujikawaguchiko,near Mt.Fuji,Japan.Koyodai is famous for it's Autumn colours and also for the magnificent view of Mt.Fuji from atop this plateau.

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